IF
I am in the process of making some changes in my life, some very drastic changes... and I found this thing that I wrote years ago when I was going through a rough period...and I just felt like sharing it...instead of ripping it up and throwing it away with the rest of my 12 yrs that I am getting rid of now...
IF
If things had been different
Would you be my man?
If things were different
I'd be able to stand
The pain and the heartache that I am going through now
Life's unbending pathway oft times leaves us
with little gaps and spaces to wonder If? Sooo...
If I were the one to cry for help
would you be the one to answer
"I'm here without a doubt"
If I was your friend that's what I'd expect from you
But that just might not be your point of view.
If a movement wasn't necessary, would I be able to
Rid myself of the diseased elements in my life.
There are times I just sit and wonder, If
An abortion wouldn't have been the perfect cure
For the one whom I try not to forget
Maybe If I stopped wondering If, then
Things would be better, somehow...
IF
If things had been different
Would you be my man?
If things were different
I'd be able to stand
The pain and the heartache that I am going through now
Life's unbending pathway oft times leaves us
with little gaps and spaces to wonder If? Sooo...
If I were the one to cry for help
would you be the one to answer
"I'm here without a doubt"
If I was your friend that's what I'd expect from you
But that just might not be your point of view.
If a movement wasn't necessary, would I be able to
Rid myself of the diseased elements in my life.
There are times I just sit and wonder, If
An abortion wouldn't have been the perfect cure
For the one whom I try not to forget
Maybe If I stopped wondering If, then
Things would be better, somehow...